自杀有过,绝望有过,无助有过,

开个sina微博,了以发泄苦闷.虽然也有饭否.

变的爱哭,linkinpark或是tori amos的<gold dust>,在公车上就能湿润眼眶

在blog里认识的很多朋友,大多已不见踪影

这里也彻底荒芜了.

在不想工作的时候硬生生有了工作,压力大的睡不着觉

大半年没有碰过长笛,7级的曲目没有了痕迹

接着是毕业前夕的煎熬.

在好不容易有了机会出去玩,被一个个客观限制了时间和自由,这不是我想的

我不想的

于是剩下的只有禁锢了.

也许哭掉的纸巾已经能还原成一棵大树了吧

所有的种种,牺牲的都是自由

心力交瘁的时候,有人能安慰么

正因为没有,所以写在荒芜的这里罢.

静静的腐烂掉,和一首安静的歌

好久没写了,好久没写了.

7年了.

大家终究会离开的.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

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昨天阿三忽然回学校去了，我们今年又见面未遂。
晚上和徐承碰了面，然后去打游戏，说实话我对这个实在太不在行。
其他该见的都见了，毕竟谁也不知道下一次是什么时候，
这句话说的有点伤感了。
早上通了最后一个电话，
死肥猪啊，你要发EMAIL来，互相接歌，之类之类。
分开过这么多回了，这次尤其惨烈。
很快就要滚回学校了，可以预见的日子不会好过，
我就是一脆弱的悲剧。
P.S.当然，死肥会试着努力听猪的话的。